My grandma is struggling at the verge of death. However, she is always safe with Him..
popo is seriously ill right now.. she is now staying in the hospital to receive treatment.. On wednesday, she suddenly felt dizzy after came out of the toilet.. gugu realised that she couldnt move her right hand.. However, she didnt inform us cause she thought that popo might just feel a little bit of numbness after receiving chemotherapy.. right until papa came home, he asked po to go and consult doctor.. but popo just stayed silent.. situation was getting weird.. then, papa called my uncle to stay there until he came back again, as there were still 2 students in papa's car..after sending the students, papa came back to popo's house.. That time, my uncle had leaved -.- pa waited for another uncle to come home and they quickly carried popo to the van and sent her to the hospital.. Doctor suspected her to have stroke.. besides, she is infected by the bacteria.. her white blood cell level is so low..
I visited her after my tuition.. i was crying all the way.. i couldnt hold it.. We went to the hospital at 11pm something.. my whole body was shivering as the air conditioner was so strong in the hospital.. we entered the emergency room which is at the red zone.. popo looked so weak.. she wasnt look like the usual her.. i felt so sad.. she was suffering.. i kept praying to God that she'll be alright... she looked at me, i grabbed her hand tightly.. prayed to God that she'll be alright....
I visited her again on friday night.. she had fever but recovered after few hours.. that night, she didnt get to see us as she slept soundly.. my 2th uncle and his family came back to kuch that day...
yesterday..we visited popo again.. She was having a real serious fever.. the weather was burning hot too.. All my uncles and aunties came.. i wished i could do sth but i scared i will be back stabbed by them.. after thy left.. i started to wipe her whole body with towel to lower down her body temperature.. me and beh feed her with milk too by pouring the milk into the tube that is inserted into her stomach by using the syringe.. later.. beh and papa left.. only me and mama stayed there to take care of her.. we helped popo to change pampers as the LOUSY nurse -.- didnt even bother to help us! suan le.. we do it ourselves.. i called abi to ask her how should i do this and tat.. as she is a very pro nurse d :) well.. although it was just a short period of time for me to take care of her, i felt so glad because at least i was able to do something for her..i've succeed in helping her to lower down her body temperature using the nursing skils adn knowledges that i've learnt in st john.. God hears me, AMEN! the weather turns very windy.. i know God is watching.. he is there! :) for those hypocrites..please dont say anythg tat is sarcastic to create chaos..popo is still able to listen and differentiate whats going on.. Dont u hurt her.. God is watching all of us..
my aunty urged my mum to ask bi to come back to kuch... she said.. po might be waiting for bi to come back before she leaves. However, i personally feel that when she comes back to kuch to visit popo, popo will be HEALED, but not leave
Po will be alright.. i talked to her.. she looked into my eyes.. i told her.. po, bibi will come home very soon, u must wait for her.. we, all of us, pray for u all the time.. you will be okay and you will get back to our home.. God will be with you.. tears rolled in her eyes too.. she couldnt speak, yet she couldnt move her right limbs.. i know.. she felt afraid too.. i asked her to pray to God too.. Stay strong.. you will be alright...
after all these.. i realised that papa is such a good son.. thank god that im blessed to have father and mother that behaved well.. God, i prayed to you.. to save my family.. we will make it through together... bi will be coming home later.. thats the time for everything to change.. po, no matter how.. lets follow what God's instruction.. :) no matter how it goes.. you're safe with HIM...
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