God Is Great

i wrote a long passage just now huh.. sorry that i couldnt hold everything inside my heart.. i need somebody to talk to.. i wish tat abi will come home as soon as possible, as she will always listen to me.. i found myself filled with hatred feelings..i'd rather don't get affected by her.. i know its true for what she said.. However, i think i should control my anger.. after all, they just want to make our beloved feel better.. i told beh in church today that, "are u only act like a christian when you're in ACTS church? I don't see you as a christian..." hmm.. if this were told by somebody to me, i will feel extremely down and guilty..

i shouldnt judge her too.. i myself dont act like one too.. yeah its true that our church might not suitable for her, but i really hope my sisters will go to church with me.. feel so lonely to be in church somehow..

i must be better.. from day to day.. kinda worried with my studies.. mock exam will be coming very very soon.. I'm still struggling with all the family problems right now.. God, find me a way to help me make it through.. Grant me wisdom in my studies.. Amen..

Posted by Evelyn at 9:00 PM