i've found the answers
i cried miserably on the day bi went home.. I was totally emotionally not alright these few days which i couldnt deny that.. i argued with my sister over the matter of asking bi's friend to go to church.. they were like teasing me saying that, why mama still don't go to church even if we asked??...i know it is not an easy task to ask somebody to go to church, but at least u should pray for it.. God will turn a bad situation to a good one isnt it.. as long as we believe in Him..
i was so disappointed and totally stressed out.. i cried like there's no tomoro which is so damn miserable.. I kept praying and asking God, What is wrong with me.. yeah.. What is wrong with me.. a feeling of hatred on myself has grown so strong which i couldnt resist it.. sigh*
there was no point for me to cry like hell on the day bi came home.. so i decided to just meet them up, cause i know thy will pujuk their little sister :)
School wasnt that great today, im exhausted.. truly exhausted.. i need energy booster.. popo looks ok today, doctor said she will be able to talk after some time.. pray that she'll be alright..
"whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours" thanks to my two best friends for their support.. :)
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