Bad news :(
I know i shouldn't be online right at this time.. but i feel so upset upon hearing the matter about my grandma. She's 70 plus years old, and she's having lung cancer (1 year ago), which is a very risky disease... I'm so depressed right now.. the report shown wasnt seem to be good. the doctor said, the cancer cell might be spreading to the bones.. i heard from pa that its a very dangerous stage.. as popo will feel excruciating pain when the cells spread.. Im worried :( popo loves and cares so much about us, her grandchildren.. when we were young, she will always forced us to eat to make sure our stomachs are filled. She bought us new clothes (she has a super good taste which we couldn't deny) and she gave us pocket money too.. how nice :') We lived together right until my family and I moved to our new house. It had been 10 years for me to live together with her. After hearing the bad news, I know I should always be there for her . As i've grown up, i know i should treat this old woman nicely, i know she feels lonely inside cause there is nobody to cheer her up. Happiness shown in her face when bi and beh went home from KL, maybe she's very keen to see us all. We couldn't make it to visit her, cause i'm totally busy with all the school activities and exams.. feel bad for her..
she's just so sayang us :'( i can't hold my tears.. God, i pray that you will heal her painfulness. we will follow every decision you made, hoping that you will do what's best for her.. i know we should always accept the truth that she'll be going to the home tat u provided for her some other day..
she told me, she wished to meet kong kong.. she's going to meet Jesus soon :( po, everything will be alright, as long as we are with God.
Lord, i thank you for getting through all these with her, i will just keep praying... hope you'll be fine 
this is my family photo :)
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