I'm back!
Pheww, lately, somebody has talked about blog! Yeah, somebody. That's why I came to realized I've been ignoring you for quite a while, so sorry bloggie :( things are getting interesting recently. I can't say much if I'm doing the right thing. It goes like this:
After matric, I came back home. And decided to go to adult youth. The biggest obstacles ahead of me was non other than him. My first boy. It was quite awkward to see him and I felt quite upset bout it. So I decided to fb msg him, just to apologize. Thanks to bibi, she even taught me how to make him forgive me but not hating me :) so days after days, we've became like buddy. Well, lately, I went out with him. And it felt so great. But I've been worrying so much about my own feeling :( I don't wana repeat my silly mistakes again and being in a relationship is a no joke stuff. Once you're into it, you must be serious with it! But u guess I'm just not ready. I admit, he's my first love and we all hardly able to forget the first love isn't not. I don't know bout him but for me, yes it is. He's like the someone very important in my life. How could I forget about him even if I'm married someday. Once, I thought we'll never talk to each other anymore, but I prayed for it, I wish we would at least greet or talk a little when we meet. And ya know, god has given me more than that. Now we are so friend, and there is actually addition of some sweetness :) but I'm freaked out. Yes I like him, but I've no confident to handle this. I don't know if I really like him :( confused, eh? Sigh! I hope god will just show me what to do, and I'd better control myself from falling too deep. That's all for today, nights :)
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