God Is Great

"God, you're awesome.." i keep repeating this over and over again in my mind.. He is so great that non would ever be like Him.. He loves us like no one else.. He is always there with us when we cry over tiny little stuff :) He speaks to me through my pastor, best friends, sisters and bible..

I can never forget about the period of time when i was deeply in love with a boy. How silly were i to realize that the relationship between us is just a joke.. mum was right, we were too young for it.. relationship in high school life hardly can last till the end.. yet, there are many couples still being together despite living in different places.. I'm quite impressed with how they make it as far distance relationship is always said to be dangerous due to a lot of temptations.. well, my sister is still doing good with her boyfriend. God, she should thank you for it :D
as for my eldest sister's boyfriend, he is the guardian angel that God send to her. A nice guy who believes in God, good in study and a respectful person :) However,we wouldn't get to expect what will happen right before something bad happen, eg: break.. truth be told by so many of my friends.. Its not that i don't trust the word "true love".. but somehow one time experience is enough for me to grow.. I believe that God is always there for me.. Although the first boy of mine is not as perfect as what i thought, I thank him and Him for letting me to realize so many facts.. I cried for it.. i went emo.. and i did a lot of silly stuff just to make situation turns better.. when i listened to our song.. sadness and loneliness filled deep in the core of my heart.. as years past, we are all on our way.. I will never forget about the time when we laugh, chit-chat, listen to pastor preach, study, and so on.. i try to be tough.. I've found that i'd better not try to forget or avoid it.. but, how on earth should i talk to him once again about the misunderstands among us? i'll just shush.. and put it in my memory :) all in all, i would say that he is not the person that i'm looking for. I never regret of my decision. People told me that it is indeed a rightful choice. we were just 16 year old which is way too naive for loving somebody, i mean your boy or girl friend.. Hmm, anyway..i just wish that you'll be better in your behavior.. work hard to realize ur dream :) don't disappoint God.. Sorry for all the things that i've done to you.. I'm really sorry.. it were just a period of time, and..a part of our life.. a small part.. but, you've made me different..

God, i prayed that you'll arrange the path of my life.. wish for a better man to appear in front of me :) cheers babeh :D

Posted by Evelyn at 11:39 AM