God Is Great

"Evelyn jong.. what are you thinking..? Hmm.."

Okay no emo.. Today is supposed to be a great day to celebrate!

Today I experienced God's guidance! I wanted to go to youth revival camp just during the short holiday next week. But there are a lot of things stopping me..
First, my proposal
Second, my proposal presentation on the next day after camp which comprise 35 percent of my semester marks.
Third, financial
Forth, I have CLC vision night on Sunday night.

But I deeply know that it's a camp that I shouldn't miss.
By faith, I said yes to go. I will go. I wrote letter to HRC and my lecturer to apply for leave on Monday as HRC is not having holiday on that day. I've informed both the head of department and my own lecturer about this. So wanted to give lecturer the letter, but right before I took out the letter, lecturer say, I've news for you all. You're given holiday on Friday, so no need replace! What a good news! It simply means I can go back to kuching or do my research on time! Yayy

Second, I prepared my proposal day and night for one week. Sit until my back and buttock pain. I feel like time is lacking. But I do it with the best that I can. Some more, I have case presentation in hospital this coming Wednesday. A lot of stress. Some more, I need to spare time to challenge junior with vision casting. Too many things to do in a short time. Really exhausted. Dr leo wanted to see the proposal on Monday, which is today. I literally pushed myself to the limit to get it done! And I sent it at 11.46am according to dr dzalani. Haha. At least I've done it! Yayyyyyy!

Third! I am so happy cause my pre proposal presentation went well, I mean it's out of my expectation cause i thought I will do badly! I made dr leo annoyed last week.. Cause I was really nervous, I didn't come out with my proposal when others have done it. So I was really no mood and scared. I didn't want to let him know too. So that day, everything was just not so right. Today, I didn't expect much bout my presentation. Cause I focus on proposal only. But thank God. God is good! I got positive feedbacks and it helps me in understanding more. I once again build up my confidence.

I am really happy you know.
I just wanna share this happiness..
God is really great.
When I really have faith in Him, He shows me the way :)

I only have 60 ringgit left for this month. I don wanna let papa mama worry. I just hope I will be financially stable until Jpa masuk duit. :)
no worries, cause God is good, all the time!

Posted by Evelyn at 8:00 AM 0 comments  

there is so much things i want to tell you. But a lot of things are better left unsaid. If you think that a lot of things are changing, it will change. Whatever you think decide how the situation will be like. All i ever wanted was the true you, true me and true smile. cause your smile means so much to me. like i said before, i don't know how much you treasure me, like how i treasure about you. Sometimes i went away cause i feel that you hated me. i wish i have the purest heart, to see the bright side of the world. I wish i will never need to worry so much, i wish we could just laugh for the whole day. after all, i guess i am just not the right one.. yeah maybe

Posted by Evelyn at 6:34 AM 0 comments  

Sad.. I've reached KL. It's time to go back to reality. One month passed so fast isn't it :( still remember the first day I reached penang airport and take bus to komtar and take 102 bus to burmah road. Auntie's house is just the first stopping station for bus. Got into the house and chaiyen was already there. I packed bag and we went to eat laksa at lorong baru. We went to GAMA buy toothpaste, shampoo, milo and biscuits. Yee ern only reached at midnight. Second day, we went to the HR to hand in the documents required. We stepped into 7th floor in LGL and saw kenny and mr chew. I was wondering who is this student, from where? We looked into the organisational board trying to find who is the HOD. We thought the assistant ah seng is Miss ooi. Lol. So much difference after familiar with all of them. I was in the gym with yee ern on the first day. Miss hang was busy treating patients and we introduced ourselves using English. After speaking English for a while, I asked, actually can we communicate in mandarin. She answered me in mandarin, aiyo jiang hua yu laaa! Lol! We were quite awkward being there. We didn't know what to do and where to go. Cy was alone outside with miss wong. Haha.. in the afternoon, we went to the cafe and saw a ukm senior. Had our first lunch at the cafeteria. I forgot how did we spend our time in gym. But first day is always weird. I told myself, we will get used to it someday. Anyway, after work, before going home, I remember Matthew, naven came in the gym. Matthew introduced himself, He is the ot senior. Then mr chew and Matthew dou zui. It was funny. Didn't really know them that well though. Days after days, we became so friend and I began to open up my heart to play with people in gym. Thanks to mr chew actually. He lo, keep talking crap and funny jokes. Kacau here and there. So annoying. Haha. The first question kenny asked yee ern and I was, why would people hold the cane at the affected side. I haven't search for the answer. Even till now. Haha. Sorry kenny. We slowly learn that he is actually a diploma holder in aimst university. Because of the lacking of vacancy, temporarily he is the assistant in this department. I would say, I really Wana thank him for being there with us throughout the posting. Sometimes when I Don understand sth, I would ask him, then he will discuss with me. And he will always ask me questions to stimulate my critical thinking.. this is one of the good memories in gym. I love little discussion. It makes everyday challenging. He's a very clever guy I would say. Really look up to him. Plus, He is same age as us! Thanks kenny for your last day advice. I will take it and improve better. You let us see a different point of view. And thanks for helping me to check my presentation slides for two times. Your advice are precious. Back to the topic, just wana say, a lot of memories start from the gym. It's because of gym, we started to look at Matthew's shoulder problem and do some exercise. It's because of gym, we started the core strengthening exercise, get to know naven more. Before this when I saw him, I jus passed by like that. After that core training at gym, we started to greet each other. But guess it's too late cause we only had two weeks left to know more about each other. But I treasure these moments anyway. I learn that how's life will be when you're already a working adult. Somehow I regret that we didn't grab the opportunity to eat with different therapists. Hmm nvm la :) anyway, we said goodbye to auntie today. I'm sad to leave her alone. She was shocked that we are leaving today. I told her earlier before already lo. :( she sent us to komtar and gave me 50 cents to naik bus. I told her I will come back to Penang and pay her the 50 cents I owed her. Haha.. pls take care auntie. Thanks for greeting us every morning and when going back home. Thanks for making me happy. I guess, you will be lonely without us in the house. Hope you get use to it fast :(
So, that sums up my third year posting in Penang. Thank god for everything. :)

Posted by Evelyn at 10:09 PM 0 comments